It was two years ago this week our lives changed after the high of the 3 month scan. Kara’s been great thankfully but those 6 months between initial results and birth were horrible. Constant stream of negative information, trips to hospital, probable open heart surgery. The worst part was having to go to Leicester and be treated like lab rats. Fucking hell. Derby Hospital foetal medicine department were great it has to be said.
When we were told that results weren’t what we were hoping for – and they’re weren’t let’s be brutally honest – I was shocked and stunned, disengaged. But I had an earworm – a little tune going through my head. The theme to the kids show Something Special which shows kids having fun. I think Justin had a profound influence on me, making kids happy is what it’s about no matter what. And Kara is something special she really is xxx